I’ve been on a writing hiatus for so long, my fingers itch for some action.

Staging a comeback? Yes, what better partner than WordPress?? Can not think of no another.

A compliment to WordPress? Definitely.

Well, what should I write about?

I say that WordPress is complicated, unlike other blogging sites.

That is, in a good way.

Where’s the challenge? As they say,

So, what have I been up to today?

Not much I can say.

What can one do in a house with few or lack thereof furniture?

I have watched Glee season 2 again & again, I love Glee & all but I’ve watched it too much.

& I thought that as a gleek, I could never get enough of Glee,

Guess I spoke too soon. Like I always do,

I’ve listened to all the new songs in my external hard drive.

A few minutes to go, I feel a nose bleed coming.

Hyperbole, that’s how I roll.

Where’s the thrill if I keep it un-hyperbole? (Is that even gramatically correct? Well, scratch that, moving on…)

None, no thrill whatsoever, I presume.

& hey, the people go for thrill.

It’s what keeps life amusing.

Life sucks & then we die.

Pardon the pun,

What does pun mean anyway?

The pun, or paronomasia, is a form of word play which suggests two or more meanings, by exploiting multiple meanings of words, or of similar-sounding words, for an intendedhumorous or rhetorical effect.

To remain un-sue-able (Again, another controversial new word from mwa…), I have to say that the statement above is from wikipedia.com; http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pun

Sooo. I guess, you guys don’t have to pardon my pun then? I didn’t commit any pun. Maybe, I’ll work on the pun dishing. It’s definition is too complicated for my puny brain. I’ll have to do my research, & that’s an understatement.

Moving on,

Philippines is mourning Aj Perez’s death.

Who is Aj Perez anyway?

Well,

According to Wikipedia.com dudes & dudettes:

Antonello Joseph Sarte Perez (February 17, 1993 – April 17, 2011)^[1] was a Filipinoactor. He was a member of ABS-CBN’s circle of homegrown talents collectively known as Star Magic. He was launched as a member of Star Magic Batch 13. He portrayed one of the lead characters in the 2009 miniseries Your Song Presents: Underage.^[2]

Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/AJ_Perez

I was laying in bed this morning when a friend of mine, Kim Advincula Belara texted me.

It was something about a car accident in Tarlac.

My iPhone beeped once more,

Aj Perez’s name appeared in the message preview.

In my mind, I was like:

What does Aj Perez have to do with the previous message? I bet, Kim committed a wrongsent message.

But the back of my mind knew or was formulting that:

Connecting the two messages, means, Aj Perez is the one pertained to in the first message.

I did not want to believe myself.

I know, I’m not a friend or one of his biggest fans.

But I was dumbfounded & clearly shocked,

What a great way to start the day, irony*

Knowing Aj Perez as the actor, artist & teen heartthrob that he ‘is or was’;

I feel really sad, in tagalog, sayang is the only word to suffice how I elt at the time.

Why? He is only 18. I know, 18 is 18. It’s eighteen years of life, but that’s at the least. What about the rest of his unforeseen years? Now, it will be all about what ifs; what could have beens.

Life is too short. It really is.

One moment, he was with his fans; tweeting about his trip home.

The other, he is pronounced dead at 12:20 a.m.; April 17, 2010.

See?

Life, a four letter word like love that, seems simple considering the number of letters that compose it & its length. Yet a concept too complicated, a concept of depth that not even the greatest philosophers can fully, completely describe & decipher.

Why waste our time finding life’s (& love’s) full & complete meaning when we can use that time to be out there, actually living it (life). Am I right?

Deep in my heart, I know somehow that I am.

To the one who will accomplish the task of finding life’s true meaning, kudos to you.

I’ll just get back to you on that congratulations spiel, I’ll be busy living my life then.

How many moments, people, opportunities missed; How many should pass us by before we realize that life moves too fast for further thinking. Let us grab what pass us by as they do; They may come back but will never be as they were. Past, events that were done can be remembered but can never be recreated exactly. People who we have forsaken & have moved on, though how much we wish it were possible, nothing will be the same between parties.

Thinking too much, it’s good for the future. That is if you are one who looks at the big picture. But where’s that big picture when it lacks bits. It will be one incomplete piece.

Fragments create a whole; The greater the effort; quality put into a fragment, the greater the picture. The stronger, rather, sharper edge it will have amongst others.

Why look at the big picture, why look forward to what you can change tomorrow? When tomorrow may not even come, not necessarily for you, but for others. Vice-versa.

I am not implying that we, literally, should not look forward to the future; plan for it, or make up for our trespasses but in a sense wanting a realization from you that there is today. 24 hours in that day, in which we can show our love & appreciation for ourselves & for those around us. To make a friend out of an enemy, to fix problems or broken friendships. To bond with another. To accomplish a goal; to reach a dream. & so on.

Live today. Live, Laugh, Love. The 3 Ls that of which you can never go wrong.

Regrets on being too out there; are regrets I’d rather have aby day, than to regret doing, saying nothing at all.

Life is a gift, we must live it.